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[Engelchen]

it´s an evening as usual
it´s cold outside
the best time of the year announces itself
i´m looking outside
right through the heaven
i can smell it
the time comes
the first snow..
i´ll let me fall backward
in this big bed
the window just open
and i can feel the coldness on my body

now, i can feel, so far again
only one word
only just one mind
and i can feel.. my eyes fills with tears
what can i do?

this feeling
it moves through my body
my chest moves together
breathing hard
it feels like im dying
tell me, what can i do?
to make it better
and not lose another

it´s like the world was stopped
only one second
my heart stand still
im not breath anymore
only just one second
listening in
the wind, which blows strong
be free
free from all these bad things
and from all this aches
yeah, thats it

now, i can feel, its again so far
only one word
only just one mind
and i can feel.. my eyes fills with tears
what can i do?

soon it´s so far
christmastime comes near
and i´m feeling so alone
i thought, it´s the time for love
for safety and peace
but theres nothing
nothing than coldness
only just one and last hope
when i´m thinking of you

i know, it´s hard
i know, it´s not easy, for both of us
but i believe and i hope
that i can make you.. to love me..
because i love you!